Hiya! I'm EXTREMELY sorry about the lack of videos/posts. School has gone to a new low. I have a test in Math today, a test in Language Arts tomorrow, something in Science that I forgot what it is and on top of that EVALUATIONS in Band! For those of you that don't know, evaluations are when the music teacher takes you into a room and you have to play a number of songs for him/her. I don't know how many I have, I lost count after ten!!! 0___O. AND on top OF ALL OF THAT CRAP, my YouTube account is haunting me. Literally, I hear a voice saying, "Do a video, do a video, do a video." OK OK I GET IT!!! I don't AT ALL upload NEARLY as much as I want to. You guys have NO IDEA what kind of crap I have to go though EVERY FREAKIN DAY!!!! Here's what I'm like at school:
- I'm the quietest person in ALL of my classes.
- I LET myself get pushed and shoved around in the hallway, I don't plow through
- When the teacher tells us to get with a partner, everyone forgets about me
- I'm afraid to speak
- I don't raise my hand to a question because I'm afraid to get it wrong, so I say nothing instead
- People will forget that I'm in the room, or alive
Basically, I'm a nobody. But YouTube's where I can be myself, where I have my best friends. I'm going through a VERY hard time in my life, so that's why I haven't posted/uploaded anything. But just know that i'll ALWAYS be here for you guys.
<3 Belle
thats mee too
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